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The Side No One Sees πŸ’”

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Firstly, I know it has been some time since I have written a blog post regarding my Cancer journey, but I felt now was the right time, so much has happened in such a short space of time, this will focus mainly on my mental health how I've always been so strong, when you can only be so strong for so long. But we will start from another big change in my life...  πŸ’”  If you're reading this means I finally plucked the courage to post it, so here we go.. ! The hospital stay.πŸ₯ In June 2021 my world was again flipped upside down, and ever since has been a real struggle. It started with headaches that would make me very faint, I could barely look at my phone screen, Then i noticed what i thought was my "chemo rash" on my face, normally this wouldn't bother me but I was getting married in a MONTH!  So I was super annoyed that this was starting, I assumed my headaches and rash was all stress related, wedding is coming up, final plans in place so little time remaining, an
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Leanne... I’m sorry! Now you’re probably wondering “why the title!”  It’s because I am sorry to myself, I haven’t been the kindest, I haven’t been loving towards myself and I’ve let things take over.. Let’s take it back to a few months ago, bare with my guys this blog could be a long one 🀦‍♀️ I know I’m sorry.. but I’ve been trying to write this blog and every time I do, I delete it all and hide away, so if you’re reading this, I made it through and I published it πŸ’ͺ May/June 2019... Sepsis again ! So it was middle of May and I went out with my gal Chelsea and had one of the best nights out ever, we couldn’t remember a thing. I woke up Sunday morning .. now this Sunday was special and was supposed to be the greatest day of my life, we had planned to go and book our wedding!! πŸ’πŸ‘°πŸ€΅ I woke up and I knew something wasn’t right, and this wasn’t a hangover.. and it wasn’t “chemo sick” I started vomiting violently, I couldn’t stop I was curled up in the corner or

Kicking Cancers Butt πŸ’‍♀️

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Hey πŸ‘‹ I know it’s been a few months since my last blog, and to be honest it’s because I’m kicking cancers butt πŸ’ͺ  CML may be uncureable but I’m the showing Leukaemia who’s boss πŸ€— Anyway, this blog entry is a nice mix of things, in it will be my past 2 Leukaemia results , 3 months and 6 months , for the people following my journey it helps let you know where I am at, also I asked all my close friends to write about what it was like/is like knowing I have Cancer..  as I know a few people who read my blogs don’t have cancer but have a loved one with cancer and say that my blog helps them understand/ feel better , so I thought I’d ask from an outsiders point of few how it feels so people know it’s normal/okay to feel they way they do with their loved ones, and I warn you they are all tear jerkers, so get the tissues ready, I’ve cried at every one of them, the love and Support I have is just incredible, pre warn you some paragraphs are long, but mean so muchπŸ’•. Thank you in advance fo